Always be your baby sis
Losing my big brother in September turned my world upside down. Moving across country in October wasn’t easy. I miss my brother so much and so hard accepting I don’t have him a phone call away. Sometimes I wish I was with him sometimes I hate him for this sometimes I just want answers. Did he regret it..? I hate this feeling and it hasn’t gotten easier just over this feeling I miss my brother so much
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I ask the same thing. I wonder if the last second of life my brother had if he changed his mind. Each day a new question eats away at my brain.!
Same!!! I always wonder if there was a moment where my sister thought maybe she shouldn’t have done it and it was too late. It is something I constantly think about. I keep telling people this and no one seems to hear or understand or think it matters. I thought I was the only one! I want to know what was going through her head so badly in the last moments—if there was regret, if she thought about our parents or me and just also right before she made the choice. I wish she had called me. There are so many questions that will never be answered and it’s so so hard to live with