Okay so it been 3 years now on June 14 since my big brother Matt died and I’m going through hell with this because i miss him so much because he was not only my brother but he was my best friend and not having him is hard because he was always there for me when i need him of when people were mean to me and i just miss him so much because people are so mean to me and kinda make fun of me because of his death and they blame me for his death and I just wish he was here because i miss him and i want all this to end and i just wish that hadn’t of committed suicide because now i have no one to go to when I’m having troubles and all this breaking me bit by bit and i just wish i knew why why he killed himself because now i wish i could have helped him because God do i miss him so much!!!!!! 🙁 🙁

Bookmark the permalink.

One Response to Matt

  1. B says:

    I’m so sorry to hear this. My heart aches for you. I lost my brother to suicide too. It’s extremely hard to deal with. Those people that are mean to you aren’t worth your time. I can’t stand mean people! It’s not your fault your brother died by suicide. Please find someone to talk to about your feelings. Reaching out on here is good too. Your brother is an angel looking out for you! Hugs!

Leave a Reply

You are allowed to enter 2 URL(s) in the comment area.