Mal little brother

Mal little brother,

It’s been exactly 3 weeks today that my brother committed suicide by shooting himself. I keep asking what could have been so bad. I love him and miss him. He beat cancer, but at the end I feel the effects of the bone marrow and all the pills he was taking was just to much. So I guess cancer still won.

2 thoughts on “Mal little brother

  1. I know how you feel because 3 years ago my brother died because he also shot him self and it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me and to my family. When my brother was born he was born without a leg and he was on medication from the time he was born until he died. He had several surgeries and i miss him so much. I wish he didn’t have to go through all the pain he was in.

  2. My brother shot himself July 1st and I found him in his truck. God, I know your pain and it’s an endless one, and I don’t know if there’s a heaven, or if it’s just lights out. But I do know that both of their suffering is over. I do know somewhere out there maybe they’re together, talking about how much they miss us. Hang in there, no one is alone.

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