Its a year to the day that you decided you could no longer cope with being. I want to let you that i have never nor ever will judge your choice.
I just hope you know just how many people love and miss you. There’s not a day I don’t miss you. I can’t count how many times I’ve wanted to share silly little things with you. How many times I’ve needed you. Wondered what you would have thought about things.
I hope you are at peace now and are watching and guiding us all. Love you and I know we’ll meet again.xxx
Another year has dragged by and my strength is fading and my heart sinking. grief is finally starting to truly hit me. With every token people do in your honour the reality becomes more true. I’m so proud of what kindness and love others have shown, but little do they know with every smile of sympathy it’s engraving deep into my heart that you’ll never be back. Love you so, so much my (big) little brother. xx
So many silent questions I dare not complete
For I fear the answer I actually do not seek
Never have I once judged
As oddly enough I sometimes reel in the envy of the peace you now rest
And for this is the reason I know your passing was your blessing
So many years have passed
If only you had known the true present and meaning of you to us all maybe today would be different
Forever and always we all will miss you