LSD Took My Baby Brother

On Friday, May 25th, 2018, my little baby brother (16 yrs old) took three tabs of LSD 8 hours before jumping nine stories to his death, impaled on a fence. I had gone away to college for the year and had been back for only two days before he ended his life. He was beating depression and saw a future for himself. He was my best friend and wanted to move in with me next year while I was in college. I am in so much pain that he is gone forever. I feel his spirit sometimes but I don’t know if that’s even real. I just wish he had called me. I wish he hadn’t have done the drugs because I know he would not have done this if he had truly been thinking straight. I just don’t know how to cope at all. He was my only sibling. I always took care of him, especially after my parents got divorced and my father became a violent alcoholic. I have just been through so much and can’t deal with this on top of everything. I didn’t have enough time with him. there was so much I wanted to teach him about life and freedom and how much better life gets. I just don’t know what to do or feel. I feel numb. I feel lost. I am broken.

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One Response to LSD Took My Baby Brother

  1. Nicole says:

    Lost my brother (20) to suicide as well on August 20th 2017. The pain I felt the day we found him is still there but I have healed and grown quite a bit since then. If you would like to email or add me on Instagram to talk, feel free. It’s always good to relate and vent to those who know what you’re going through. (Instagram- nicolestephanii)

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