To my big brother

You took your life sometime last night, on November 11, 2017. you don’t even know how many hearts you ripped out today. i’m glad you didn’t see dad when he found you. he couldn’t stop screaming and crying. your youngest sister won’t even remember you, but i will make sure to tell her until the day i die that you loved her so much, that she looks just like you, and that you even named her. how much were you hurting? why didn’t you tell any of us? we all love you. my life will never be the same. i will cry for you every day. i love you so much.

4 thoughts on “To my big brother

  1. 11/14/17 My brother Brandon took his own life. I don’t understand why he would do this to his family and friends. I loved him so much and everyone said I was his favorite. I never would have thought I would go through life without my brother and now I have to.

    1. My big brother died 11/11/17. I am heartbroken. I get you. You are not alone and neither am I. Email me if you want. I have no idea what i’m doing either.

  2. June 11, 2017 my little sister committed suicide. I still don’t know what took her that far. I still cry everyday. The grieving process is hard. You’ll feel amazing one moment then something reminds you of her and it all comes back. Or you just think of her randomly. It is hard, and it will always be hard. I have learned that you need to love the ones around you no matter what.

    I am sorry for your loss. Please stick by your family during these times. <3

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