I lost my brother to suicide June 13 2017.
He hung himself. First year I could not believe it! At times I woke up thinking he was still alive and I’d see him again thinking it was a bad dream. But now this is the second year and everything has hit me that he is really gone. This year is even worse than the first year. I really don’t know what to think at times.
My brother did the same in July of 2016. The second year was when it sunk in that he’s not coming back. I wish I had more to offer than just letting you know I can relate. I’m sorry for your loss.
Sorry for your loss,my brothers death only hit me fully a full year after he died so i can relate,it’s rough but grief counseling has helped a lot,hope you’ll be ok