Tomorrow. When the sky lightens in the a.m., you will have been gone for 2 years.Just yesterday, I was driving down the highway and Alice looked over at me and said; “Isn’t that the place we met the Coroner when we picked up your brother’s things?”. I looked over and realized where we were. Then, it dawned on me how terrible that day was.
As we drove on I started remembering how sad we were two years ago, and at the same time realized life goes on. I don’t beat myself up anymore wondering what I could have done to help you. Thinking you taking your life was my fault. On January 9, 2024, I felt guilty thinking I could have done more. Sitting here on January 8, 2026, I have found peace in my life. Alice, my brothers and sister, and my friends have helped me along the way.
I will always miss you and will always love you little brother. Until we meet again.
