Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday, you would be 24 years old today. I was only 13 when you took your life at 18 years old. I cry because its been 6 years and I try so hard to hold onto the memories I have of you. I think about how proud you would be of me. Of hanging out with you today if you were still here. Watching a movie, playing video games, fighting with you. All I have are your sneakers, a painting you did, and your deodorant I used to love the smell of. I’m finally going to counseling for everything. It hurts me so bad that suicide is something that no one talks about. How can I finally be at peace with it? I love you so much and I made you a cake. 🙂
-Love you lots
Your little sis

 

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One Response to Happy Birthday

  1. Eleanor Quesada says:

    <3 much love to you and your family.
    My big brother will be gone 2 years this July. Birthdays, holidays, and death anniversaries are hard. I feel your pain. Some days it hurts so much, some days I'm glad for the memories I have. It's very hard all around. Suicide definitely sucks. Stay strong <3

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