My stupid wonderful idiot brother

I found out today that my brother killed himself. No one knows why. He was 40 coming up and has a new baby. This was completely out of the blue. He lives in Australia and I live in the U.K. I haven’t seen him for eight years. I can’t understand it and I don’t believe it. I love him so much. Why did he do this? Why didn’t he talk to me? Why didn’t I go and visit him? Now it’s too late and I’ll never see him again.

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  1. I’m so sorry for your loss, It’s two years today that my brother died, I still don’t believe it and still trying to come to terms with it. It won’t ever get easier but we learn to live.

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