Almost 4 months ago I received the news just as I started University. My older brother Jeffrey had ended his life, it shocked me and I have still not processed it. This was the first time that we opened gifts without you, your picture looked us on but I wanted you there. You went to soon but I understand since I have stood in depths of depression and have barely survived. I’m missing you and can’t stop thinking about you.
With love your younger sis, J
I lost my older brother December 19, 2018, a day before my birthday. I completely ignored my birthday because having to think about my birthday and not celebrating with my oldest brother was Heart breaking and my family didn’t celebrate Christmas this year. it just didn’t seem right. now I don’t know how I’m going to go back to school in January.