Your birthday just passed first one we didn’t celebrate together. You were my best friend my younger brother and together we promised to go through cancer treatments together. I kept my promise and was with you when your treatments ended and stood beside you as you rang that bell. A little while later I rang my bell alone because you left me. I am not angry I know the pain you were in I had it to. No little brother I’m not angry with you I just miss you and feel so alone
Thank you for sharing Tony’s story. The love you had for him is so strong, and the way you stood by him through treatment shows what an incredible sibling you are. Losing a sibling leaves an emptiness that’s hard to describe, and I’m so sorry you’re going through that pain. I also lost my brother to suicide many years ago, and that feeling of missing them never really goes away but with time it does get easier. I know it may not seem like it but you’re not alone. I am sending you comfort and understanding.