I lost you today. I had to tell our parents. It doesn’t feel real yet, and maybe it never will. I don’t know how to exist in a world without my only sibling. My baby brother. Your nephew has been kicking up a storm in my belly today. I wish you could be here to hold him when he is born. I’ll tell him everything about you. I love you.
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I remember that feeling… when it doesn’t feel real… for years I waited for him to come back. My heart is with you. I am deeply sorry you are going through this. Please continue to share with us. This is a safe place.
I am so sorry to hear you are going through this. The first raw months are the hardest. Keep connecting with those who can support you best.