The last call is all I try to remember. The smile on your face and your laughing face. The way you smiled at your nieces and nephew. Harmony still ask if you can play Roblox with her. We still wait for your call. 02/02/2026 is a day I will never forget. I still look at our messages asking where I went wrong. I am wondering if I failed you. Seeing you in that casket wasn’t what I was ready for. I hate being selfish but I want you back. I know you are not in pain anymore. We have to figure out how to live without you but it’s not easy. We love you and we miss you babygirl. Forever 15
~ Autumn your older sister who will die just so you can come back
~ Autumn your older sister who will die just so you can come back
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Reading your words, it’s clear how much love you have for your sister and how much she meant to your whole family. Grief like this is incredibly heavy, and the “what ifs” can be the hardest part to carry.