My youngest sister, Cathy

It’s only been a week since you decided to leave us, but it’s been the longest week of my life. I am so sorry that I was angry with you most of the time for not fighting harder. I wish I could have been kinder to you, more compassionate. I miss you so much – I can’t even describe the pain. I am just so sorry.



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  1. Please take care, I’m so so sorry to hear this has happened to you. My brother took his life in March, days after I said some terrible things to him, I was the last person he tried to contact but unfortunately I ignored the call as I just couldn’t cope at the time. You need to remember that you are not responsible for another person’s life though and it is very tough supporting someone with depression, particularly a sibling as we revert back to how we interacted with them as kids. I know I am far more patient with friends than I was him but that’s because that’s how we always were together. Please take care and trust me that it does take time but with help of counselling I do feel I am begging to move on a little now. I’m in UK but please do get in touch if I can help in anyway x

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