My brother hung himself on April 30th. Everyday is a physical struggle to go on. I’m shocked that the world goes on…bills still have to be paid, laundry still needs washed, I still have to work. I only want to sit and take a breath. I imagine his death over and over in my head. It’s a sick, twisted nightmare that won’t end. I loved my brother and wish I could of saved him.
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