My dearest sista put a gun in her mouth today and pulled the trigger. She is now on life support with her 2 grown sons at the hospital. I am far away but my nephew said not to come. She won’t make it past tomorrow. She just turned 51 and I am devastated. Cradle to grave I thought. My ride or die through life…my best friend…how do I go on without her???
My words wont make your pain go away but know we are out there with our hearts broken along with yours! My brother was almost 40 when he shot himself. It will be hard but let her give you the strength to continue. Sometimes I have to tell myself that he is on a vacation on the other side of the world and I just cant talk to him right now. Thats the only way I can handle it somedays. You will find your own special way to cope.