I’m missing you more than I should today. My heart is tearing more and more as the minutes pass. My chest is tight, I feel like I’m suffocating.… my eyes can’t hold back the pouring tears today. I’m hurting here without you today. You’re the only comfort my body needs today, and you’re not here. My throat can’t handle the gulps anymore… the pressure of grief. I cut my hair this morning. I showered, I drank water, I slept in, Im trying brother.. I miss you so f** much today.

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  1. Oh my goodness. I can so much relate. Thank you for your raw emotion. This is going on in my life too. I have been saying my life is chaos for a couple of weeks and I can relate to everything you say with my twin sister being gone now to suicide. It’s been 5 months and it is so hard.

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