Dear big bro,

It’s been 7 years and I still yearn to call you. Today, I laid in my room in total anguish like it was day one. I’ve been living my life. I got engaged. we’re getting married next spring. You would love my fiance. You were 3 years younger than I am today, I know you would be here if you could. My good childhood friend died by suicide a few weeks ago. You knew him too. I feel too much for his sister. I love you so much David. I hope you both have peace wherever you are. I’ll meet you there someday.