Yesterday would have been your 61st birthday, and the 1st anniversary of of your suicide is in October. Why am I still so angry? I’m more angry now then the days following your stupidity. Although not just at you and Karen, but mad at mom, dad and Jan. God knows Kris tried, but he stays out of my face now. Jodi is Jodi, but Jan is simply mean. Very mean. Which of course mom and dad dismiss as that just being who she is. You always said there was no excuse for bad behavior, but you left me here with them by your own bad behavior. I don’t know why this is hanging on so long with me.
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