It was 2 years yesterday that you walked out after an argument and never walked back in .
I sat clock watching waiting for that dam clock to strike 6pm the official time you died and the last fraction of my heart broke all over again .
I find myself willing away hour just looking at your photos and talking to you .
Sometimes I think I catch a glimpse of you out the corner of my eye but when I turn reality kicks me of course it’s not you you left and your never coming back .
I say those words often but I still can’t accept it .
Vince I hate you sometimes for putting us through this but mostly I miss not having my partner in crime my baby brother xxxx